Blissful fitful rest

There is something about going to bed early and waking up early. It really makes you feel like you have the whole day ahead of you. I mean waking up at 5:30 every morning really you have about 14 hours of daylight left in the day (damn fall), you can get a lot accomplished. Unfortunately I am getting nothing physical accomplished other than getting up. Calculus, grading papers, and talking for eight hours a day do not really count as physical. I leave school with a good feeling usually every day. Even though my Master teacher has many criticitizems of my teaching. She tells me and I also understand that she is saying them to help me to be a better teacher. They are truthful observations that I need to work on. I fixed the things that Maurice noticed while I was in Japan. And now I am working on others. I am actually finding that my memory is getting better. As it is now I am coming home every night and knowing exactly what it is that I am supposed to be doing. And then I do it. Much unlike the last time that I was in high school.

Aunt Lisa told me that even if I have to sacrifice some sleep that I need to find time to work out. You know she might be right, but right now there is just no time.

So far I still do not know what my decision will be in December, it is looming above my head like a thundercloud about to break. I can already feel the tension in the air. I know that no matter what my choice that I will be happy in my job. I know feel lucky to have so many options available to me, of course blessed might be a better word for it.

Tempting fate has always been a hobby of mine. Some that know me know that. Yeah that whole knock on wood thing doesn't appeal to me much. Of course that might be the reason why I have so many scars.